Operational definitions

"It takes half the total time you went out with somebody to get over them" Charlotte, SATC S2E1. I'm fucked if this math equation is true

there.. i put an operational definition to my feelings toward him and mine's relationship.



At the end, the final breakup rule, no matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends. - Carrie.

nothing else to speak for now

till..

i saw his pictures on facebook. For three fucking years that i have known him, he has never make a photo album till now and he tagged himself in them too. he looks great.. a little thin in the picture (= to really thin in person, probably the same weight as the first time we met). his pictures looks great.. like he has gotten a new camera or something. a lot of snap shots of random objects.. his place looks great. he looks so happy. (and gosh i am starting to cry)

we havent spoke to each other for 7 days now.. i called him so many time over past weekend.. he ignored me.. he called me sunday night.. i ignored him b/c i was at Dom and LIz's, celebrating Alice's birthday.. at the same time, i just dont really want to speak with him.

he doesnt care about me anymore.. why bother?



stop crying.